A friend once said: "One of the challenges in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences and mistakes, and still love you with everything they've got."

It aint easy. Especially when you still believe everyone is hopelessly romantic and look at it like you do. Is it just me? How is it suppose to be? I talked too much. At times I wish I dont need words to let them all out. Wish I have some kind of super power to understand and to know all...

Maybe I should stop...

It's not a perfect song but it explains part of sometimes

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms


Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything


I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Fallin' for You by Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Bang Bang

When I sniff that perfume,

When "I'll be" is playing on my iTunes,

When I walk pass by that street,

When I hug that little teddy,

When I pass by that cafe,

When I think about Dominos cheesy garlic bread,

When I listen to all your fav songs (at least used to be),

When I play Minesweeper flags,

When I watch football,

When I laugh,

or when I cry,

When Im happy,

or sad,

When at times I feel so vulnerable and weak,

When I look at myself in the mirror,

When everything is falling apart,

I go right back to you.

Speechless

Some things there's no words can explain how it feels or how it works,

Sometimes you just have to feel it.

Now I understand when they say, "you just know it".

I think I am at that point, at the point where I just feel it.

Not knowing it yet for certain, but, I feel it. I understand.

I am at a better place. =)

Im very glad, lucky indeed.

It's a dog eat dog world out there

Never I know species of the same kind can be so cruel and inhumane.

Just because you have the power and all the money in the world, it still doesn't change the fact that at the end of the day you are a human and a God's slave just like the rest of us.

Even a 21 year old like me understand the basic concept of a recession, i don't need an arrogant old fart like you to tell me that you did that all in the name of ECONOMY!

Regardless how harsh the reality is, the world doesn't need another pest like you to make it all real and worst for people like me who are still in the "bubble"!

You just full of crap, insensitive,selfish rich man!

I don't know. Part of me want to be the better person, and just learn from it. But now, at this point in time, I can't help it.

When you hurt a part of me, you will pay for it.

I wish karma will bite you back,bite you sooo hard till you regret every single decision you made.

Remember, you are old, you are living your life for your future generation. What comes around goes around.

If it's not you now who suffers, think about your children and your grandchildren.

Go to hell with your money and stupid resorts!

I hate you! All of you!

Inilah melayu tak sedar diri. Banyak harta, ada kuasa, lupa daratan! Tak semestinya dah tua wiser. Ada je yg bongok! Tak berperikemanusiaan!

Stick with You

To all my friends out there this song is for you peeps! :D



bye
see ya
one thing for sure "dont wanna be ya"
xoxo

Just about to live the dream.

Good news, I've been accepted as an exchange student at The University of Manchester in their Semester 1 '09. *yay!* But (there's always one *sigh*) unfortunately there are a few cons that I have to consider. Okay, here they are:

PROS :
1) Hell yeah football! Theater of Dreams awaits.
2) It's a good Uni.
3) I've never been to Manchester yet. Maybe it's nothing much compared to London but let me remind you, Theater of Dreams awaits.
4) It would be nice to experience a different teaching and learning environment right?
5) I'll get to travel around the UK and Europe.
6) I would get the opportunity to give a good account of myself as a student from UQ (yeah right laili)

CONS (boooo) :
1) Unfortunately I can't do all my remaining courses in Manchester, apparently some of them are not equivalent to UQ courses.
2) And coz of that, I'm gonna have to come back here to finish up the last 2 courses.
3) To make things worst, those 2 remaining courses are only offered during the 2nd semester here in UQ.
4) Which means.... I'm gonna have to extend my graduation to the end of 2010 instead of the end of this year!
5) Apparently there are slight changes in the courses offered for '09/'10 year. So I might have to change some of the courses I planned to take there.

It's like mother nature itself is not letting me go!
Help meh! ( If you're in my situation, what would you do?) grrr

Monday ?!

haiyo!Midsem this sat! Stress ooo... Four freaking topics in four days?! hrrmmm...I guess not much time.Stop facebooking, msning and wtv! Cant think of anything at the moment. It's freaking cold now and I can't stop eating.(babs!)
Ok time to go now.Since there's nothing much to write...

bye bye
take care
see ya "one thing for sure dont wanna be ya"
xoxo