" You think you know, but you have no idea."

Sunday, November 30, 2008



Would like to share this with you.
Lost by Coldplay.
Enjoy~

Friday, November 28, 2008

Robert Pattinson


A new hotstuff from Twilight.
Droooollll :D

Oh and go watch the movie, I loved it.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Miss Independent

Never I thought it is true..All the negativity I came up with in my head were all indeed true. The "things" which you only consider worst case scenarios are indeed not what IFs anymore, but instead they do really exist. I don't know what to do anymore. Just don't know how to act since all I've got are all been given away. I tried to understand , but it seems no matter how much I try it seems not enough. I thought I havent given enough, but so now I know it is too much.
I have to say, this is me being the best I can be. Believe it or not, this is the best I've ever been in giving and taking. In the past, it has always been my way, my feelings and my game with other of them. But for once when I try not to base this on me, it seems like none of these seem to be right. Some things I can understand why, but some are just too hard for me to swallow. No, its not that I want it to be my way, but I still don't understand how we can have different definitions of how we feel, when both of us want this soo bad...
or maybe after all its just a game..at this age, I must be insane to think that this is for real.. Then again, why not? Now, im wishing if only i can be that Miss Independent...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Yuhoooo....

Yes I'm back...hahaha. After so long.
Sorry bout the emo post below, geram sgt ohh. hihi.
Oh well, I just arrived in Malaysia last Friday.
Ever since, been doing nothing much. Just started going to the gym.
Will be starting my summer school in HELP Uni next week.
I wonder how izzit like there, the lectures, tutes and of course the students there.
Takut pun ada. Hopefully I'll meet some nice friends.
Okayh then, will update u soon!

P/S: Coldplay is coming to Brisbane on the 8th and 9th of March. Who's in pls hit me back, coz
I'm buying the ticket this Thurs!

Why oohh why? Yes Im serious.

What's with these ppl who always find something bad to talk about Ronaldo? Don't u have anything better to do?

Elano: "Cristiano Ronaldo scores big goals and does excellent exhibitions but for me I would choose Kaka as the world's number one."

Marcos Senna: “Now I think I over-rated his importance. When Cristiano does not score, his role is limited. Yes, he is fast, but countless step-overs are not necessarily productive. He is not a complete player like Ronaldinho in the good times.”

What do u expect? Him to score every game? Is that what ure doing? Is that what KAKA and RONALDINHO is doing? Who are u to define who he is? He's not perfect, but he's definitely in a different class than all of u.

Did any of u win all of these in the last couple of seasons ( I mean all of it at once! ):

FIFPro World Player of the Year
FIFPro World XI
PFA Player of the Year
PFA Fans’ Player of the Year
PFA Premier League Team of the Year
Football Writers' Association Player of the Year
European Golden Shoe
Sir Matt Busby Player of the Year
United Players' Player of the Year
United Goal of the Season (v Portsmouth)
Barclays Player of the Season
Barclays Golden Boot
Barclays Merit Prize
UEFA Club Player of the Year
UEFA Best Forward

No? Well he did not get all these for nothing right? Apart from all your criticisms, he is still being Cristiano Ronaldo, always with outstanding determination, great enthusiasm. He is a target for fans and critics, but thats not a problem, he's gonna keep going whether you like or NOT.

Fergie: "I wonder how many people take it when you are walking down the street and so many people hit you over the head with a baton?" Its that bad. What a shame to all of you.

However, Liverpool star striker, Fernando Torres, had sort of jumped to defence of Ronaldo by saying "No-one can rival him. He is in a class of his own. I have never seen a comparable player. For me he is the best player in the world. A machine. Incomparable." You got that right Mr Torres!



Hot bah mamat ni..hubba hubba!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Self-respect girls!!

I am sooo angry when boyfriends become soooo overly possessive! To the extent that hanging out with their girlfriends is a CRIME!! WUT THE HELL!!! First, I'm very angry at the GIRL for not standing up for her RIGHTS and let this GUY to run HER life! Wut the hell, you ain't anyone's property! Ni baru in a relationship lagi, belum lagi married! What on earth is wrong with some girls today? Letting those kind of man boss them around and let him decide what they can and cant do? This is bullshit man. Second, those chauvinist men should learn how to treat women right. Who do they think they are??? (THank GOD not ALL men are like that) The bottom line is, we girls have to have some dignity, some self-respect. I know everything is all for the sake of LOVE. But hey, don't because of LOVE we lose our sanity! PLEASE LA...

Serious sedih.. I wish I can do something...But then again, it's all up to them..bila dah sayang tu, warna hitam pun kata putih... *sigh*

Friday, November 21, 2008

You just know it..

Well, I admit, getting here wasnt easy. Meeting different people along the way was a bitter sweet journey. I did at one point was ashame with how I treated relationships as a try-an-error thing. Along the journey of having the real feeling for the right person was not easy to seperate infatuations and love.

The best thing happens when you least expect it. I found mine when I thought it was impossible to happen. Sometimes, I still pinch myself, and wonder that this is too good to be true. But, hey, I can't complaint. As this is more than I can imagine and the best so far. When you just know it, and it makes you feel right..it just makes you a better person. You will be able to bring out the best of each other. I guess that's what being in a relationship is all about- "Not to find the perfection in the other half, but to complement their imperfections in order to become a better lover and friend."

I had a great day today with him. I know this might sound a bit cliche, but when I'm with him, I feel like I'm complete. I dont know how to express what/how I feel right now in words. But, I can feel it. I know what I'm feeling. I know, still have a very long way to go. Still have many more steps to take many more fights to come. And definitely, very much more love to give. =) I want this, I really want this. For once, this is NOT just another summer love. This is for real. It's real people. Trust me, I'll fight for this.

That's what I will do.. Like Jason Mraz said sayang, " Being with you is a bless". It is indeed. Bless to be loved by you. To be your Baby Girl...


I love you.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Super human

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,
Barely eat...On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible..
you see Through the me
I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like i had it all along
I can see tomorrow
But every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love could set me free

Its not a bird Not a plane
Its my heart and its gonna go away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do Anything
Going going I'm going away In love
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your loveI
'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman



p/s: Love it! Love Chris Brown! Love Zekree! =P

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Just another entry

I just feel right. For now. and I hope it will feel right for as long as it can be. That's what I told her. That's what I told myself. Aint easy to feel that way. Now I know. I know it is still early..but thats just how I feel. Then yet, life is uncertain. We can only try our best to make things work, but at the end of the day, it's Him who has the last say.

Meant to be or not, either way, I'm just grateful. I'm happy. And like she said, don't mess it up if it's worth keeping...

Mmmm... definitely a keeper.

=)

p/s: Stress finally caught up with me last night! Hate u!