Never like this

Not in the mood. Everything is coming to me all at once.. I wish I can control them but I cant. Everything just seems so wrong no matter what I do. Im stress, depress and just wish all of these would just goooo awaaayyyyy!!! Enough already.... Give me back my sanity and peace of mind. Tell me that Im at least doing something right.. anything. God! I miss ME... Havent feel good being myself lately..Wut's up with that? Where on earth is Emilia Ilyana? All i feel like doing is stay in bed till she gets back and being the normal happy thankful soul.



God, just hate it!